life is short. love never dies.

though, i have to be honest here... RL is not that interesting.

work is busy - Slacker Pants quit and got a new job thats less than 10 mins from her place. (also, our boss was driving her ape shit, and she just couldn't take it anymore). So now I've got some of her duties, and he's driving ME crazy now. but... whatever. i have my girlies to bitch to, its all good. and sometimes, i really am a Master Slacker.

anyway. I'm pretty excited about this month. This weekend - well, friday - i'm hopping on a ferry to visit the Mormons. mostly because skullycat  has no friends and she misses me ALL the time. <3 but yeah.

Pretty sure I mentioned how awesome my Saturday was - hanging out with Steve and our Nieces. (seriously, i love him. i love him SOOOOOOOOOOOO much. I think he's probably one of the most amazing men I've ever known. he's just... gah, i don't know if i have words to describe how awesome he is!! He's a total sweetheart AND a complete jerk. No wonder i love him. He takes care of his friends and family, and can also be a complete and utter bastard. its awesome!!)

But yeah. Pretty excited to hang out with the Mormons.  K is going to make me some DELICIOUS food (she knows the way to my heart!!) and hopefully we'll get some writing done. or at least get some ideas out there. or something. its been a while, and i've wanted to do SOMETHING with our story, but... i dunno. i mostly just dabble - i consider her the one with the talent. i'm just kind of... a soundboard. its OUR world, but if anyone is going to make anything of it, its gonna K.

anyhoo, yes. Food and Stories and My Girlies. Sounds like a good weekend to me!!!


THEN!!! next weekend is going to be AWESOME as I'm going to Kelowna for a Family Girls Weekend!!! Me and the Sis will be leaving Friday morning, stay the night in K-Town, then Kimi will drive us to Midway, where we'll hang out with Nana and Mimi (since Kimi couldn't make it for Easter), spend the night there, head back to Kelowna on Sunday, stay there for the night, and then we'll head home on monday. Its going to be a busy weekend, but i know it'll be worth it. I seriously love my family. But yes. My Nana is pretty excited for our visit, so I'm happy to see her. AND AND AND since Daddy won't be there, we'll actually have a DECENT BED to sleep in!!! (and NOT the torture device we call the 'pull out couch' - where you can feel EVERY SPRING that is DIGGING INTO YOUR BODY CUZ ITS PROBABLY 15-20 YEARS OLD NOW, AND THE MATRESS IS SHIT - but i'm not bitter or anything. that's just one of the reasons we tend to sleep over at Mimi's when we're in Midway).

Also, i'm hoping Mimi is better, as she was sick for Easter. (she had a cold and pink eye. so she didn't hang out much. not that she would have anyway, since she would have been working). Buuuuuuuuuuuuut that's ok.

AND AND AND hopefully my friend Lindsey will still be in K-Town while i'm there, so maybe hopefully I can meet up with her and see her before she goes back to Oz.


AND THEN. WHEN I COME HOME, I WILL HAVE AN AMAZING PRESENT WAITING FOR ME. THAT PRESENT, IS kepp0xy . (who won't exactly be "waiting" for me, per se, BUT OMFG SHE'LL BE IN TOWN AND I'M A LITTLE EXCITED BECAUSE I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN FOREVER AND I KIND OF MISS HER FACE AND EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. not that i'll ever admit that out loud, or to her face. well, maybe out loud. and perhaps to her face.)

BUT YES. I WILL GET TO SEE MY kepp0xy AND HANG OUT WITH HER AND EAT FOOD WITH HER AND SQUEE WITH HER AND HIT ON HER AND ALL THE FUN THINGS THAT WE USED TO DO WHEN SHE LIVED HERE!!!! IT KIND OF FILLS MY HEART WITH JOY!!!

(i think the only other thing that would make this month the most awesomest month evar is if timeblind came home for a wee visit as well. it would completely fill my heart with joy - but beggars can't be choosers, and i know she'll come home eventually.)


um... what else? I... actually, i haven't really seen much of the guys. I talk to Drew at least once a week, and i'm having sushi with him on thursday (2 of my fave things! Sushi and Drewbie!!! and i haven't seen either in a while!!!)  but yeah. i dunno. i know that the guys are busy, and thats part of the reason I haven't been in touch with them lately. besides which, i've been trying to focus on The Ladies and spending more girl time with them (since we've agreed that we don't hang out as much as we would like)

still. I'm excited to Drew before I leave. I practically had to beg him to make time for me =P ok, that's not entirely true. But i told him i really wanted to see him before I went to Vic, as its been a while since he and I hung out. I don't like going long periods without seeing him. Yes, I talk to him on the phone, and we text all the time, but its not the same. i would have been pretty upset if I didn't get a chance to see him. i just feel like its been a while since i saw him, and it doesn't sit well with me.

but yes. this month is going to be pretty awesome for me. I get to see a bunch of ppl i adore!!!

 Little Bowynn has been born almost a week now, and I'm still alive!!! and so is skullycat  !

Kaeda and Brendon came home on Friday, and it was nice to have the family back together. 

tbh, its been a little surreal. Baby Bowynn aka Squeaker (or Squeaky McGee, or Little Bun...  yeah, i've given this kid a whole bunch of nicknames already, but thats what Aunties do!) is SOOOOOOOOOOOO Cute. and Tiny. and cute. I totally want to Elmira her. (if you don't know who Elmira is, you should be ASHAMED of yourself! Tiny Toons Adventures were AWESOME!!) meaning, I totally want to squish her. When I hold her, sometimes i say stuff along the lines of "i want to squish you until your insides come out your ears!!!" - THAT is how cute she is. (don't worry, i wouldn't really.)

I play with Kaeda quite a bit. Right now, Kaeda quite likes it when Auntie Cait is a horse. Yes, i let my Niece ride on my back. That is how whipped I am. These children, i swear. 

But yes, being a Horsie isn't as awesome as it seems. Their house has hardwood floors. B had joked about getting me kneepads, but I asked for them anyway. Seriously, being a horsie isn't easy. especially on hardwood floors. Actually, last night he got them for me, and I put them on, and I was chasing after Kaeda on my hands and knees (be a Horsie Auntie!! Get down! Don't stand up!!) so i put on the kneepads to test them out. so as i round the corner, i notice that we have company. Yes, I got to meet a couple of B's friends while wearing knee pads. Fortunately, they know Kaeda, so seeing a woman in her mid-twenties on all fours chasing an almost 3-yr old? Not really anything to bat an eye at. (I don't think Karen would ever do the things that I would, but she's Mommy - and that is Srs Bsn. Being Auntie, i'm waaaaaaaaay more fun =P )

But yeah... Kaeda has Auntie Cait wrapped around her little finger. And we all know it. 

Hey man, I CHOOSE to be wrapped around that finger of hers! I don't HAVE to be! I could stop if I wanted!!

(omg, last night at dinner i was all, So Kaeda, do you like the Dip Auntie made? {it was guacamole}, and she was all 'yes' and then i was all, Kaeda, do you love Auntie?" and she nodded and said "yes". and then my heart exploded in my chest, because seriously, my heart grows fifty billion times when I hear her say stuff like that.)


ANYWAY.

So I've been making K watch Hawaii Five-0 with me, cuz its my new obsession. OMFG, how much do i heart this show? SO EFFING MUCH!! YOU HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA.

Steve and Danno? So totally married. They are the MAIN reason I watch this show. them being man-wives is just... the best thing evar. (it doesn't hurt that Daniel Dae Kim and Grace Park are both SUPER PRETTY to look at, and are SO EFFING AWESOME as Chin and Kono. Seriously, EVERYONE needs to be watching this show and its awesomeness.)

I love Steve and Danno SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. They're both super hot and charming, and... *dies*. and seeing Daddy!Danno? makes my ovaries explode, i want his babies SO HARD. (and not, its not just cuz being Auntie with Kaeda and Bowynn makes my maternal clock speed up a little). Daddy!Danno is just... its... sexy and hot and seeing him be all sweet with his daughter and how he loves her SO MUCH (HE FREAKING MOVED FROM JERSEY TO HAWAII JUST TO SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH HER ALL THE TIME. HOW DOES HE EXIST? AND WHY AREN'T WOMEN CRAWLING ALL OVER THEMSELVES TO BE WITH HIM? i mean, yeah, he's with Steve, and they're totally going out and everything, BUT SERIOUSLY, WOMEN OF HAWAII. HOW ARE YOU NOT HAVING MATERNAL ORGASMS LIKE I AM WHEN HE'S WITH GRACIE? HOW???)

and Steve... he's just... such an asshole. like, most of the time. and he's so OBVIOUSLY in love with Danno. Um, hello, HE calls him Danno - a name RESERVED only for Danny's Daughter. 

and their Car Banter? Made of win and awesome and epicness. Seriously, so totally married. 

and Steve? is a totally tall-y. (and you know how i lurve mah tallies!!) and he's an ex-navy seal. so he's kind of a hardass. and he loves violence (well... he  likes torturing criminals, and dangling them off rooftops and throwing them in shark cages to get them to talk. SERIOUSLY, THIS MAN IS AMAZING AND I LOVE HIM). 

ok ok... i need to stop. this show, though, everyone, EVERYONE needs to watch it. and not just cuz Danno and Steve being married is awesome. Jin is on my tv again, which makes me all kinds of happy. (and his new name is CHIN!! HEE!!) and he's just... he RIDES A MOTORCYCLE, GUYS. and its HOT. (because Chin is HOT). and he's totally bad ass. and has a chip on his shoulder. and is just... like... so awesome. I cannot even. he's... guh. like, this show, its just full of the eye-candy. 

And Grace Park? Is AWESOME TOO. and i totes wanna watch BSG again (even tho i only own the first season). she's bad ass, and cute, and looks hot in her bikinis, and one day when I grow up, i want to be as badass as her. for seriously. (you guys, the first time we meet her, she PUNCHES A GUY IN THE FACE cuz he crashed into her while she was surfing. IT WAS AWESOME!!!)

in conclusion, expect to hear more about me loving Five-0. and all its awesomeness.

and how much i love my Mormon Family. because they're pretty awesome too. 

also? timeblind ? i still miss you. i love you bb!!! *smooshes*