Yes. I am in a pouty mood. (and using an ugly colour to fit my mood)
Why? Why, you ask?
Well, I shall tell you Why.
Because OMFG i am sick. and i don't like it.
There are many reasons i don't like it.
1) School. I have tests and shit coming up. Getting sick is not a good thing.
2) More importantly, my fucking birthday is coming up. I would like to be healthy for my birthday.
3)...
ok, so maybe i don't have a lot of reasons why i don't want to be sick, but still, i have more than one.
Even if i do think that my voice is kinda sexy sometimes.
shut up.
i know, i'm weird and psychotic and probably should be locked up, but i dare anyone to try.
cuz i do have a sexy voice when its like this, sometimes. i think it's sexy.
Which reminds me of one of the sweetest things Jess told me. (Jess, who gave her one-month notice. that makes me mad. I liked working with Jess. Seriously, if she had been a part of the original people - which i may note i am one of two left *glares* *pouts* - she so would have fit in perfectly.)
She told me i had a sexy voice and that she could picture me being one of those sexy sex-phone people. (and this is when i was healthy.)
i think she said it better tho, in a less than something way.
still, i think its sweet that she thinks i have a sexy voice.
even if it isn't like the sexy/cold voice now. sorta. its only sexy sometimes i think. but since my stupid fucking ears keep plugging, its hard to hear.
and i know i'm ranting and complaining, but i'm sick, therefore i am allowed.
but i'd probably be telling someone else to suck it up and get over it if they were complaining. i'm a hypocrite. deal with it.
i like being unhappy. and miserable. and hypocritical. (ok, that' s big fat lie. shut up. i hate everyone! *cries*)
ok. done with the self-pity now.
well, not really. but i'll stop writing about it.
You know one of the worst parts about being sick? sleeping. or trying to sleep. I love sleep. It's one of my favorite things to do. So, when i can't really breathe b/c one of both of my nostrils are plugged and my the roof of my mouth (or somewhere around there) feels like its clogged or something, it kinda hinders my sleeping.
And BOX!!! My kleenex box, who i've named Box, feels light. I would hate it if Box were getting low on kleenex. cuz then i'll just be even more miserable, cuz that'll mean that i have run out of kleenex, and that Box will no longer be needed. (on a scary side note, i'm thinking of keeping Box even after he's depleted. Just cuz i've grown somewhat attached to him. ... Someone should probably call the nice-men-with-the-white-coats now. i think i just scared myself.)
I take Box everywhere. Well, only because we don't have kleenex anywhere else in the house at the moment. Not in the Kitchen where i spend all my time (cuz i'm usually on teh computer, who i've named Baby), and not in the living room, where i tend to watch tv a lot cuz it has the cable.
The cable which used to supply me with Atlantis eps. (stupid waiting for July. *grumbles* *glares* *pouts* *cries*... gawd, i'm being pathetic today.) ok, so technically i didn't really start watching until the season was practically over. but still. *pouts*
yes i am a big, giant, flaming geek.
yes i am proud of it.
go away.
*pouts*
man.. i am such a baby when i'm sick.
Why? Why, you ask?
Well, I shall tell you Why.
Because OMFG i am sick. and i don't like it.
There are many reasons i don't like it.
1) School. I have tests and shit coming up. Getting sick is not a good thing.
2) More importantly, my fucking birthday is coming up. I would like to be healthy for my birthday.
3)...
ok, so maybe i don't have a lot of reasons why i don't want to be sick, but still, i have more than one.
Even if i do think that my voice is kinda sexy sometimes.
shut up.
i know, i'm weird and psychotic and probably should be locked up, but i dare anyone to try.
cuz i do have a sexy voice when its like this, sometimes. i think it's sexy.
Which reminds me of one of the sweetest things Jess told me. (Jess, who gave her one-month notice. that makes me mad. I liked working with Jess. Seriously, if she had been a part of the original people - which i may note i am one of two left *glares* *pouts* - she so would have fit in perfectly.)
She told me i had a sexy voice and that she could picture me being one of those sexy sex-phone people. (and this is when i was healthy.)
i think she said it better tho, in a less than something way.
still, i think its sweet that she thinks i have a sexy voice.
even if it isn't like the sexy/cold voice now. sorta. its only sexy sometimes i think. but since my stupid fucking ears keep plugging, its hard to hear.
and i know i'm ranting and complaining, but i'm sick, therefore i am allowed.
but i'd probably be telling someone else to suck it up and get over it if they were complaining. i'm a hypocrite. deal with it.
i like being unhappy. and miserable. and hypocritical. (ok, that' s big fat lie. shut up. i hate everyone! *cries*)
ok. done with the self-pity now.
well, not really. but i'll stop writing about it.
You know one of the worst parts about being sick? sleeping. or trying to sleep. I love sleep. It's one of my favorite things to do. So, when i can't really breathe b/c one of both of my nostrils are plugged and my the roof of my mouth (or somewhere around there) feels like its clogged or something, it kinda hinders my sleeping.
And BOX!!! My kleenex box, who i've named Box, feels light. I would hate it if Box were getting low on kleenex. cuz then i'll just be even more miserable, cuz that'll mean that i have run out of kleenex, and that Box will no longer be needed. (on a scary side note, i'm thinking of keeping Box even after he's depleted. Just cuz i've grown somewhat attached to him. ... Someone should probably call the nice-men-with-the-white-coats now. i think i just scared myself.)
I take Box everywhere. Well, only because we don't have kleenex anywhere else in the house at the moment. Not in the Kitchen where i spend all my time (cuz i'm usually on teh computer, who i've named Baby), and not in the living room, where i tend to watch tv a lot cuz it has the cable.
The cable which used to supply me with Atlantis eps. (stupid waiting for July. *grumbles* *glares* *pouts* *cries*... gawd, i'm being pathetic today.) ok, so technically i didn't really start watching until the season was practically over. but still. *pouts*
ok, so that's only kinda true. i got season 1 for xmas from Mares, but i was all... oh... atlantis... how...erm... nice... >>
but that's only because i thought atlantis was a total spinoff and didn't think it compared to the greatness that is SG1.
I was greatly mistaken. i am ashamed how i behaved now. cuz now? Atlantis totally rawks my world.
I love Lizzie. I adore her. i want to have her babies. she is of teh awesome. (before when i watched it i was all, meh. Weir. whatev. *is very ashamed*)
and i love John. Shep. whatev. *yums* not only is he teh pretty, he's also... funny. i want to have his babies too. if me and him and her could have a threesome, i could totally die happy.
and i love Rodney. just because he's such an ass. and funny. and thinks he's better than everyone and everything and he's fucking CANADIAN!!!!
and Chuck! he's canadian too! *luff on chuck*
i love everyone on that show. teyla (who i wasn't so hot on before, but that's when i didn't really like the show. i really like her now. not as much as my gf Lizzie, but i do like her. she could be one of my gal pals.), ronon (who should never, ever wear a shirt. evar. rawr. *yums on ronon*, lorne (who's only a secondary char, but is so cute! *yums on lorne*), zelenka (who's also quite adorable in his own little mousy, scientist way. *luffs on zelenka*), carson (who's canadian in real life, has a scottish accent on the show, who's got amazingly blue eyes, who's just like a big ol'teddy bear! *luffs on carson*), and just about everyone. i can't even explain it properly.
*sighs* geek...
but that's only because i thought atlantis was a total spinoff and didn't think it compared to the greatness that is SG1.
I was greatly mistaken. i am ashamed how i behaved now. cuz now? Atlantis totally rawks my world.
I love Lizzie. I adore her. i want to have her babies. she is of teh awesome. (before when i watched it i was all, meh. Weir. whatev. *is very ashamed*)
and i love John. Shep. whatev. *yums* not only is he teh pretty, he's also... funny. i want to have his babies too. if me and him and her could have a threesome, i could totally die happy.
and i love Rodney. just because he's such an ass. and funny. and thinks he's better than everyone and everything and he's fucking CANADIAN!!!!
and Chuck! he's canadian too! *luff on chuck*
i love everyone on that show. teyla (who i wasn't so hot on before, but that's when i didn't really like the show. i really like her now. not as much as my gf Lizzie, but i do like her. she could be one of my gal pals.), ronon (who should never, ever wear a shirt. evar. rawr. *yums on ronon*, lorne (who's only a secondary char, but is so cute! *yums on lorne*), zelenka (who's also quite adorable in his own little mousy, scientist way. *luffs on zelenka*), carson (who's canadian in real life, has a scottish accent on the show, who's got amazingly blue eyes, who's just like a big ol'teddy bear! *luffs on carson*), and just about everyone. i can't even explain it properly.
*sighs* geek...
yes i am a big, giant, flaming geek.
yes i am proud of it.
go away.
*pouts*
man.. i am such a baby when i'm sick.
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Date: 2006-04-09 06:17 am (UTC)You get the sexy voice when you're sick and then you go...
"Stinky, stinky shoes...why you stink on me...baaaaaaaby."
Woooooooo, Caitlin = Phoebee.
Me and Vix are Chandler and Monica. Jamieson is Ross. Reuben is Joey. As for Rachel...hmmm...Karen?